writing

  • beauty no. 2

    I’ve decided to be pretty again. I’ve determined that my motive for ugliness was not, as I had been claiming, an alignment of values and actions, but an attempt to worsten one’s condition for the sake of more dramatic contrast in the comeback. I’m young. I’m lucky. I sell out so easy. maybe its not…

  • on photography

    I’m not a photographer but I think I’d like to be. I always have plans to start doing interesting things and posting the photos on instagram but I can’t stand taking pictures of doing interesting thing to post on instagram, it sucks the air out of it for me. I think that there is a…

  • movies pt. 2

    I’m waiting for you to invite me over and greet me at the door with vermouth mixed with water wondering what exactly i was that wasn’t worth coming back for, how desperately i wanted billy to pull the trigger proving layla had been no better than i understanding i had loved you enough to have…

  • on schopenhauer

    about a boy. mostly a draft embody who’s morality you likei will meet you on those termsbut I just can’t be both master and slaveor madonna and whorefind her in dreamsfucked stupid or barefoot and pregnantor in booksfighting back tears over sylvia plathI will carry the burden of your asceticismor softly facilitate a mystic and…

  • a poem about fear

    just wanted to post this somewhere idk. feels vintage. we are the first two people to love the first to know that nothing will go wrong  the first to have souls of the same stardust I am different and better than every girl kissed on the walk home from school only liars lie and only…